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Natural healing methods and telepathy

I am happy to announce that the ginger cat, whom I call Pancake, is doing well. She eats with the other cats now and has grown to a be "proper" cat. She is still in the background and does not mingle much with her siblings but she is at least brave enough now to demand her share from the bowl of food that my host gives to them. She seems to have no problem with her eye but I have noticed she is still lazy with her left eye from time to time so it may be a gentle nerve problem or an early accident in which her eye got slightly hurt. No sign of infection though which is great!

What is happening to me?

I feel it is not time for me to leave the farm yet but someone has already booked the accommodation for me so I need to move. My host's daughter offered me that I can stay in the loft space at her house temporarily which is at the other end of the farm and is a shared house with 4 rooms. In 5 days one of the guests will be leaving and I will be able to take that room for another week. Awesome! I am going with the flow just like Elizabeth's (House of Idems) energy forecast predicted in her youtube video. If you're interested, you can watch it too by clicking the link below.

I feel abundant in many and varied ways being on the farm. My hosts' kindness and loving approach, the animals, the plants, the food (the free eggs, bread, cheese, some veggies and fruits are not just organic and delicious but a huge help for me to save money), the sun and the ocean and the mountain make it a special, soulful and relaxing place. I feel at home. I feel so much freedom and space for my ideas, thoughts, healing, and growing here. Let me share some photos:

I feel I am much more myself in this environment than I was in London. As I mentioned in the previous posts my health got worse drastically in the past 2 years from around the time when my twin turned up in my life. I am still looking for answers for the why and also on the mission of connecting the dots but I CAN NOT say that my twin brought the trouble on me. It must be a combination of things. I know that I am sensitive to people's energy. I can sense the vibe and people's intention whether it is pure/ honest or the opposite. I am sure it is something with the chemicals that feelings release in the body that has contributed to damaging my health. London is quite a low vibrational, dark environment understandably with the weather, the closed sky (not leaving space to dream/ expand), and the crowd's disinterested/ stressful/ rushing/money-making lifestyle affecting my soul in a negative way. The quality of the food is another thing that ends with question marks. As most vegetables and fruits are imported or grown on chemicals and hormones in the country they look un-naturally perfect on the outside and have low vitamin, and mineral contents if they have any. They taste nothing or are artificially sweet. As I slowed down to observe my feelings, my environment, and the people around me I could name the aspects that were affecting my health. There were more things I DIDN'T want to eat than things I DID want to eat. There were more people I was unhappy to be around than those I was happy to share myself with. I read a line somewhere saying that "it is the people who make each other ill" and I couldn't agree more. I am thinking about people's collective energy, vibration, frequency whichever term applies more. I felt the dark clouds growing thick in the sky were growing on me oppressing the light within me. I felt like I was walking with half-shut eyes not quite being myself. Zombie= living dead. My soul was dying. And of course, I was not myself! I love being outdoors in the fresh air and under the bright blue sky! I love the Sun rays warming my skin up! I love dressing light, wearing summer clothes and walking bare feet! I love having space around me to express and share my thoughts/ ideas/ feelings with mutually open-minded and open-hearted people. On some heavy unbearably cold, rainy summer days I put sun cream on my arms and neck as a reminder of the smell of summer just to make myself feel better. I think I was making myself slowly sick with my feelings. To be more precise the lack of feelings that come via the senses: smell (natural smells like grass, soil, flowers, fruits), taste (natural taste of food), see(brightness, colours, natural light), and heaR (hear loving/ caring words, honest happy laughter, bugs, birds, etc.). Many people talk about how you can make yourself ill with your thoughts but in my case, the damage happened through feelings. The problem was that I DIDN'T feel.

London sky generally 6 out of 7 days/ week

Other inspiring "healthy" skies

A year later I met my twin I turned to focus on finding answers regarding my health issues. I had already been eating rather healthy since my early twenties (however I was out drinking and partying a lot in those years!) and I noticed that the more stuff I didn't eat e.g. gluten, sugar, soya, all sorts of processed food, etc. the more sensitive I became for toxins. Toxic food, toxic people, toxic environment. Basically, everyone and everything that was un-natural affected me whether I wanted it or not. My sensitivity in mind, body, and soul has grown bigger and wider which helped me to be more connected to my inner wisdom and intuition. However, it did not help healing my physical symptoms. On the contrary! New symptoms were adding up slowly with time.

Below I share some of the healing methods I tried. Not all worked on me but some of you may benefit from them. I am a rather complicated case with some chronic symptoms who didn't wait and paid lots of money long enough to experience results, so please don't compare yourself to me. I do believe in the good of these treatments but not all in the way I received them and/ or not by the person I received them from. It is important that you work with good practitioners who you feel comfortable with and trust.


Bioresonance therapy (including MORA therapy) is a pseudoscientific medical practice in which it is proposed that electromagnetic waves can be used to diagnose and treat human illness~ wikipedia

Bioresonance uses German technology that’s designed to adjust your body’s energy patterns and effectively ‘tune’ them to a harmonious frequency which can help with problems hidden deep in your physiology. ~ Rosedal Clinic

How does it work?

It’s not difficult to imagine your body as a system of energy. In fact, you are continually emitting energy in the form of measurable wavelengths.

As long as this energy stays at the right wavelength and flows freely everything is fine. But toxic substances from modern living, diet, and habits can disturb the frequency. The idea of bioresonance is to restore the correct pattern scientifically.

What is it good for?

  • Detoxifying the body

  • Drug addiction including nicotine

  • Restoring energy

  • Neutralising allergies

  • Digestive disorders

  • Counteracting fatigue

  • Sleeping problems

My biresonance test showed multiple bacterial infections and candida overgrowth all over my body from head to toe which meant with over the years of not keeping them in control the bacteria spread in the bloodstream causing damage in different parts of my body and weakening my immune system (or my immune system was weak first that allowed space for bacterial growth? It can work both ways..). The home of the immune system is the guts. If the gut wall is not strong and healthy and there is imbalance between the beneficial and the harmful bacterias, you can experience allergy symptoms, food sensitivity, breathing problems, mood swings, chronic fatigue etc. I also found out from the GAPS diet book (GAPS= Gut and Psychology Syndrome) that candida can lead you to cancer. I just vaguely touch the subject but please do read the book for more information. Dr Natasha Campbell-MCBride explains every little detail very understandably how our digestion, the guts, the brain, the cells, the bacterias work and how to treat the symptoms. I highly recommend it!


Homeopathy is a natural form of medicine to treat both acute and chronic conditions. It is based on the principle of ‘like cures like’. In other words, a substance taken in small amounts will cure the same symptoms it causes if taken in large amounts.

The holistic nature of homeopathy means each person is treated as a unique individual and their body, mind, spirit and emotions are all considered in the management and prevention of disease. Taking all these factors into account a homeopath will select the most appropriate medicine based on the individual’s specific symptoms and personal level of health to stimulate their own healing ability. ~

My homeopathy practitioner helped me to tap into an emotional wound that I had been carrying within me since I was a toddler. As most of us don't remember our childhood wounds, we don't even think of having blockages in our physical bodies created by such early experiences. I was also helped to find out about my family issue and what I could have experienced in my mum's womb due to an incident that happened to her 2 months before I was born. I love learning about myself and my mind-soul-body connections! It only works if you are super honest with yourself and about your feelings. "Liars don't heal! No amount of wheatgrass can heal a liar!" Caroline Myss (watch her empowering TED talk on integrity by clicking on her name) ADD THIS VIDEO TO BOOK POST

Homeopathy is believed to be a placebo working on people who believe they are sick and who believe and trust that the pills will heal them. It is a mind game. You heal if you believe you'll heal. In another way of saying you can heal your physical symptoms with your mind (metaphysics). In my case, I did not think I was sick. I had symptoms proving that I am not healthy but I didn't make myself ill with my thoughts therefore I wouldn't be able to heal myself with my thoughts either... I guess. Maybe I should make myself think that I am ill in order to benefit from the "law of attraction" healing.

The solution for me could be something with the soul. Can the mind heal the soul?


Osteopathy is a way of detecting, treating, and preventing health problems by moving, stretching, and massaging a person's muscles and joints.

Osteopathy is based on the principle that the well-being of an individual depends on their bones, muscles, ligaments, and connective tissue functioning smoothly together.

Osteopaths use physical manipulation, stretching, and massage, with the aim of:

  • increasing the mobility of joints

  • relieving muscle tension

  • enhancing the blood supply to tissues

  • helping the body to heal

They use a range of techniques but don't use drugs or surgery.

Common uses

Most people who see an osteopath do so for help with conditions that affect the muscles, bones and joints, such as:

  • lower back pain

  • neck pain

  • shoulder pain

  • arthritis

  • problems with the pelvis, hips, and legs

  • sports injuries

  • problems with posture caused by driving, work or pregnancy


I looked for an osteopath practitioner because my homeopathy practitioner suggested I might benefit from it as osteopathy treatment can help remove and open up energetic blocks in the body. The practitioner I found had the same name as my twin 😊 and he helped releasing some tension in the right side of my neck, shoulder and back that I developed around February 2017 the last time I saw my twin. Right side = masculine side. If I am an energy transmuter, I may experience my twin's feelings and that is causing the pain. My twin holds unexpressed anger, tension, aggression, stress piled up within him so in this case I understand the pain hits my neck, shoulder and back area. But why me (the feminine)???? Instead of me needing to deal with it (according to twin flame "experts" if I heal my pain, I heal it for my twin too) the universe should force HIM to find an outlet for his unexpressed feelings. It feels like a punishment. And I have to spend money on expensive treatments to heal both of us?!

The osteopath practitioner ran his palm over certain points of my back and when he reached over my heart I felt a warm then increasingly hot and burning sensation in the area and he said I had lots of energy/ love in my heart. I know... and I had no one to share it with. :) Over the 2 months I was seeing him he showed me poses that help to improve my posture as the way I hold myself I put too much weight on certain points in my back and less on others which could cause the imbalance and the pain.


The other thing I tried was deep tissue massage on the back and neck area. I booked two sessions that really helped to loosen my stiff, rusty body and open blocks both muscular and emotional. The way I felt that emotional blocks were unburdened was that the pressure applied on particular points on my back made me cry. The practitioner worked her fingers over the full length of my back and neck until the skull which was quite painful but I loved to feel that it was working and felt relieved and rejuvenated by the end of the hour-long session. I looked in the mirror and my face seemed smoother and more childlike. I felt beautiful and sexy. I was glowing! I felt lighter and more flexible. Unfortunately, the pain and stiffness came back in the next couple of days. I am sure though if I attend a massage session more regularly for example once a month for 6 months it would help permanently. I will try and make it part of my life. In a similar way that I go for teeth cleaning in every half a year, I can go for a deep tissue massage every 3 months depending on my symptoms.

It is important that you work with a practitioner who is a healthy, positive person as with the touch of their hands they don't just remove the blocks from your body but can pass on what they store inside their system. For example, I had a flatmate who is a massage therapist living an unhappy, narrow-minded life, being cold and distant, and storing negative feelings within her (anger, resentment, fear). She offered to give me a massage but I didn't want her to touch me. It is the same with my mum (sorry mum!)! She's a rather bitter person living with oppressed feelings and thoughts created by her fears and her victim mentality. She did an energy healing workshop a long time ago and wanted to practise on me but I pulled away. Not because I didn't want to help but because I felt it was not right. At that time I was too young to explain what I felt but I understand myself better now.

The results

For 6 months I was paying big sums of money without evidence of a positive shift relating to my health conditions. The improvement may be happening parallel as slowly as my twin is awakening...who knows? I couldn't help but wonder if my twin brought the symptoms into my body then by him I should be able to heal.

I can think of reasons why the healing methods didn't work for me.

1. Chronic long-lasting symptoms are said to be healed over a longer period of time. Think of months/ years. You have to be patient and expect to pay hundreds or thousands of pounds to go through with the treatments.

I was reluctant to spare so much money from my little earning so I quit all regular treatments (bioresonancy, homeopathy, osteopathy).

2. I feel the healing industry is a BIG business in London. Some of them can take advantage of your lack of knowledge and order you to pay more. They want to sell this and that extra making you believe that you need those things lessening your trust and ability in yourself that you are capable of recovering. I had this untrusting feeling regard some of the practitioners by whom I felt they made me book more appointments than needed to make more money out of me. People can have medical diplomas but there is no diploma given for morality and ethics.

3. I can't accept help if it doesn't come from the heart. Thus I can't heal if I don't get treatment from a person whose genuine interest is helping me. I know it is ridiculous! I wish I was less sensitive! The same with food. If it is not put in front of me with love/ from the heart, I refuse to take it.

I read a short article in my late teens about a woman with long-lasting skin problems saying her symptoms disappeared after she fell in love and had a child. I can't recite her exactly as it was a long time ago but I remember what stuck with me is that she said that love healed her. At least that's how I conceived it. I read tons of stuff in magazines in my mid- and late teens and believe it or not I don't remember anything except this woman. I've just challenged myself and tried to think of other stuff because I don't want to lie but nothing comes to my mind. This article got stored within me in the form of feeling. Huh...I don't know what to soul stored it not my head. If that makes sense. I think it was a clue given to me like I talk about in my "How I manifested my twin in my childhood" video in which I gathered some clues regarding my Twin Flame~Divine Masculine that came to me in form of feelings. I did mention in my previous post that I think my twin's love will heal me 🤔 . Unconditional love will heal me 😳 . Due to the chemicals that got released by the positive feelings internally increase the vibrations of the cells thus the damaged cells become healthier. This is a similar theory to bioresonancy.

I couldn't help but wonder if my twin brought the symptoms in my body than by him should I be able to heal? (I know I mentioned this in one of my earlier post..)

Don't misunderstand me! I am not waiting around for my twin hoping he would heal me. I am doing the work on me but no one can deny the power of love. No feeling compares to the feeling of being felt loved that is why everybody is looking for it. :)

Now let me share some home-applied remedies.


Humaworm is a natural 30-day candida/ fungi/ colon cleansing program, which didn't make me feel any change in my body. I could go to the toilet more often and felt my colon was being cleaned making me feel a bit lighter but as I generally don't eat rubbish food, there was not so much noticeable difference in my case. I would do it again though!


In spring 2017 I did a week-long juice cleansing which was quite an experience! Again I didn't notice changes in my symptoms but I lost 6 kg which came back in 2 weeks. My purpose was not to lose weight but to relieve the work of my digestion so my body can focus on healing other parts. Most of our energy gets used up by the process of digesting which is why it is important to eat food that our system can break down easily and win energy from. With the juice cleansing my system could save up the energy and apply it to other parts of my body which was ill-functioning. I did have some redness coming out under my eyes implying toxin release from the liver as the eye area is connected to the liver and kidney. My skin turned very dry although I was drinking 2.5 L of water daily next to the juices. I didn't notice other meaningful changes regarding my health. As I didn't eat rubbish food/ processed food I'd say 5 out of 7 days a week I could easily cope with starving as I had no cravings for sugary and starchy food at all. I would like to do the juice cleansing again! Every year once in Spring sounds like a good idea!

Organs related to face parts

Illustration and info source:

Ears – relates to the kidneys Forehead – relates to the abdominal area such as the bladder, gall bladder, and stomach Middle of forehead between eyebrows – relates to the liver and kidneys Outer eyebrow – related to the thyroid Eyes – related to the liver and kidneys Nose & upper cheeks (cheekbone) - relates to the heart Lower cheeks (the hollow area) – relates to the lung Upper lip – relates to the spleen and stomach Lower lip – relates to the intestines Lower part of the face – relates to the lower abdomen region


Oil pulling or oil swishing is a traditional folk remedy where oil is "swished" (kavala graha) or "held" (snigda gandoosha) in the mouth. Practitioners of oil pulling claim it is capable of improving oral and systemic health, including a benefit in conditions such as headaches, migraines, diabetes mellitus, asthma, and acne, as well as whitening teeth. Its promoters claim it works by "pulling out" toxins, which are known as ama in Ayurvedic medicine, and thereby reducing inflammation. ~ wikipedia

Coconut oil has other proven benefits, too. It contains lots of easily digestible, fat-soluble vitamins: A,D,E and K. Vitamin A is good for the immune system, Vitamin E has strong antioxidant properties for the skin and can provide some protection against UV rays, Vitamin D is good for strong bones and teeth, and Vitamin K is good for blood-clotting. ~

I did oil pulling with organic coconut oil and I can prove that it does make the teeth whiter. :) You can do it from the comfort of your home. You have to do it first thing in the morning before eating or drinking anything. I did it for 2 weeks then had a break and did it again for a week. Every once in a while it is good to build it in your daily routine for a few weeks.

By the end of Spring 2017 I put myself in front of two choices.

1. I either continue living in London feeling low and depressed living on tasteless food and artificial supplements while living in expensive rooms (a proper room in a house share cost minimum £600-£800/ month) which are cold and damp surrounded with people who are superficial, distant and un-loving and spending half of my low salary on healing therapies...


2. I leave for a brighter, happier environment and try to heal organically by nature, the sun, the good air, the positive and loving people who are naturally giving, sharing and helpful.

I decided to set out to travel and grow with the new experience giving myself the chance to start a new phase in my life. Let that be a new start in mind, body, spirit or ALL in one.. 😉




What is telepathy?

The supposed communication of thoughts or ideas by means other than the known senses. ~ wikipedia

I am interested in trying to heal myself the way I practised healing the ginger cat and my twin. That is the law of attraction healing. Heal with feeling. I don't know why I haven't tried it on myself yet! I always put myself last! :)

As I am just entering this new field I can only share some of the names, websites and videos I have come across with that have triggered me. There are also many more and other useful/ helpful videos available on youtube where you can listen to short powerful messages to start with.

The heart's intuitive intelligence by HeartMath Institute

Gregg Braden (Power of subconscious mind)

Dr Joe Dispensa is specialised in teaching to rewire the human brain and recondition the body to make lasting changes.

Dr Wayne Dyer

Hayhouse Wisdom Community

Teal Swan is a spiritual leader and an influential new voice in the field of metaphysics

“ When a human being is forced to fit into a society by conforming to social ideals, their emotions are suppressed and they lose touch with their own authentic being as well as their innate knowledge of the universe at large."

She has many amazing videos on youtube which are free to learn from.


Thank you for reading!

Until next time have a nice day everyone! ♡

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